Below are the 10 most recent journal entries recorded in happy_no's LiveJournal:

Thursday, May 20th, 2004
10:36 am	HAppy Well i think i finally found someone though no one knows who it is Current Mood: HAPPY (Comment on this)
Thursday, April 29th, 2004
9:57 pm	Depressed i sorta hope jj doesn't read this cause that would make her sad and thats the last thing i want to do.Well today it ended my dream. but oh well i was thinking it was for the better until i read JJ live journal now i'll proly cry tonight but what ever i will get over it. i hope. but i took a risk so now i guess i pay for it thats why i don't usally take risks or listen to others. well i guess tommorow will be weird but again i will get over it. i just hope that someday in the future i will get another chance *Sigh*. and she is right i will always be waiting and by the looks of thing not like i have anything better to do even for many years. I proly won't get "Involded for a very long time unless something comes ;up but i doubt it. I am starting to think i am cursed. ( DAMN YOU RICHARD) but what can i do. nothing. am starting to regret doing it in the first place but i don't think so. i mean it was fun while it last. i suppose even though it didn't last very long. yet it never seems to with me. wich i guess why i am so depressed. I feel like the unlucjiest person in the world right nowe when just a few days ago i was the happiest man on the planet. I didn't want to do this though. I didn't want to do it until i was sure that she was ready but no DAMN SAM AND DEREK. well this is what i get. the thing that did it was derek says " will se said she would proly say yes if you did it this week". so i did. SO I"M SORRY JJ FOR RUSHING YOU.damn i'll proly cry now but whatever. Why am i so damn sensitive. always have benn i guess those who have known me since kindergarden. oh well he i go on talking again on and on. Well i'm done. for now anyway i think tommorow will be bad for me but atleast it's friday. wow now i am single w-h-o(exteme sarcasm if you can't tell) alot will change but not for the better. now to go back to my aloneness( NO SYPATHY PLZ). well i went to andrews but sheri was there. we did stuff and it helped get my mind off it but then we watched a movie and they started to snuggle so i really wanted to leave but evenually i got a ride home. we went fo a walk but all there were was couples and usally it doesn't bother me but i guess it's just today. oh well i g2g now Current Mood: really sad Current Music: none it is empty like my heart now (Comment on this)
Wednesday, April 21st, 2004
8:54 pm	NOOOOOOO As as i am currently doing this andrew is surveying JJ now. Don't ask me why. It is really funny i laughing so hard. then he said something interesting. Now just embarrising me so now i will get him some how i don't know what yet. Hmmmmm but how. send comments on how to get andrew. I need creativity. (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, March 31st, 2004
8:11 am	I'm Back Well i'm back from the greatest vacation of my life. yes better than florida.well it was a total of 5 hours flight but on the way there we got therer early.The rooms were great and it was ALL INCLUSIVE yes free domestic beer oh yea and we had a mini-bar in our room. the beach was wonder full and i swam in the caribean. hey didn't jonny depp and orlando bloom swim there.(Evil laugh directed at Sam and JJ). The water was soooo nicei got badly burnt but hey who cares. they had this one big buffet where you ate your meals then if you made reservation you vould eat at a mediterainan place or a steak house. the mediteranian was awsome. oh yea and they have this new thing there called ocean world and it was great. I swam with the dolphins oh yea aAHAHAHAHA laugh at you sam. There was alot of british and germans there wich was difficult. i could understand people. Oh yea i meet an austrialain named bruce. AHAHAHAH JJ. Everything is so cheap down there and i got to haggle. you can anything down there for sooooo cheap.you can get a really nice shit for like 12 bucks. every room had a bacloney which was great. and the moutains and scenery was the best. This beats florida by a long shot i got to sit and do nothing all day but i play darts and volleyball and stuff like that. they had dance lessons there and everything even ping pong.everyone is so nice down there it's awsome. I will go back there but first i will learn german and if i got again will get like 5 more friends to come but i ain't paying. you all would love it alot and the cigars are really good too.oh yea and scold me for smoking and i'll slap you. not like i'm adiacted(smoking right now(jk)). you can get a really big wood statue like 2 ft tall wt alot of detail for like 15 buck american. I was so depressed when we left. Oih well i will go again. Current Mood: sorta happy to be home Current Music: none (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, March 18th, 2004
6:16 pm	Bad Time Well the good days are over just as i thought things in my life were looking up they just came crashing down as usual but hey what can i say. i guess this is my life. man i feel so depressed almost like cring but i won't. atleast try not to. It now seems so hard and the fork in the road has just caved in and crashedc then burnt to the ground and so another door in my life closes and probably will never open again. but i guess i'll keep on going as usual. Usally i always try to smile but today it seems immpossible so i guess today is a really bad day. who thought a day when i can't smile. huh seems weird when i do smile like i'm not meaning it. well i wonder whats the point of doing this i mean no one wil read it well i guess it's a good way to pour out. hmmm i may just smile today after all. well maybe but i doubt it. i mean well i have to give this url out to more ppl cause really then only one who has it hates me so yea. dang andrew i though i send it to you all well.i guess i have to give it to him becuase i can't seem to e-mail and sheri and rachel hardly cheak e-mail. so i guess on-line i am alone. but i sorta guess in real life when everyone pairs off then you are alone. Current Mood: down in the dumps Current Music: hellsing(alucards theme) (Comment on this)
Wednesday, March 17th, 2004
7:29 pm	Forks(in the road not on the table) I see ahead of me a in the road not sure wich way to go. One leads to contiuing on the path that my life holds for me. while the other, wich is a risk will bring more happiness and will strengthen me and make me a better person. ONce i reach the fork i will make my desision but i think its safe to go with the saying nothing ventured nothing gained and which for me is a big leap. although the path has the possiblity of back firing what the point of being alive if your not going to live it up every once and a while. well this path also has risks but there are somethings in life that are worth the risk but for now i think i will just bide my time till that fork in the road comes upon me and the desision is there to be made. I hope for most of you that you have no clue as to what context i am talking about and those of you who do,just silence. As well today i was shocked and amazed when i read something. so shocked i almost fell out of my chair(no names metioned for now) . This thing has never happened to me before but i'm sure for the most of you that will read this it is a usual thing for you. Most of you will be used to it(*cough* Andrew *cough*). Right now i feel like i'm on top of the world. although certian thing have backfired for me. But all and all it has been a really good week. well except for today wich i am sick but hey can't be happy all the time( although JJ has tried ever so hard i now realize you can't be happy all the time but then JJ isn't human she is a happy machine.) oh yea and i finally watched hellsing WICH IS GREAT. VIctoria's gun rocks and if i get it a couple ppl better watch out(ANDREW). alucard is good too. Oh yea and things are looking up for me getting a job at canadian tire. Finnally things in my life are looking up. NOthing seems to get me down now (cept for this damn sickness but NEVER FEAR I WILL BE BACK TOMMOROW or maybe that is a reason to fear). Meh hell if i know. well thats it for now BUT I AM REALLY HAPPY DESPITE SICKNESS. Current Mood: Also very hmmm contempt Current Music: I feel good(James brown) (Comment on this)
Tuesday, March 16th, 2004
7:17 pm	Good day Well to start my good day i came to school for my appointment at 8:30 then i went home till 1 wich was great. buty then the trouble started for when i got to school what should i see but a depresed JJ. And god know JJ can't be depressed so for in the best intrestes of my me and andrew not getting slaped i took action. well all through chemistry JJ was still depresed even after a brife moment of happyness after seeing mr.Gross's Cd she went back into her hole. So i decide to take greater action. All day she had been craving a breakfast on a bun so i knew this was my chance. i rushed home. I made her one then rushed back to school put in her locker and went to badmintion. then i saw her outside the gym. Alas FINNALY SHE WAS HAPPY. my mission was accomplished. and so leading to my good day in which i managed to fight off JJ depression. and so ends another stroy of HAPPY MAN kepping JJ happy for the sake of her slapping people Current Mood: Happy head didn't get hit Current Music: I feel Pretty (Comment on this)
Monday, March 15th, 2004
3:22 pm	CRAP DANG Well today was interesting. JJ was in a bad mood so you guessed it i got slaped lots of times wich sorta angered me but hey can't win'em all Current Mood: It hurt (Comment on this)
Sunday, March 14th, 2004
8:33 am	WOW i though i lost my password. i finnaly watched love hina episodes and there great. me and jj named alll the characters JJ-Naru Sarah-Shinibou kitsune-Sam Kentaro-Andrew Su-Heather Motoko-Mel Harkura-Sheri 2 old men that hold hands-Darren(C.)and AL Ketario's friends-Darren and spencer Ketario-Me Mutsumi-???(don't know yet) Seta-????? and thats everyone ok bye bye for now Current Mood: Happy (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, March 6th, 2004
3:07 pm	Well i finally got one, I hatE SIGHING UP you can't use dictonary words for your password it makes me so angry. and JJ what ever mistakes i make you keep them to yourself because there will be alot of typing errors. DAMN ANDREW those love hina episodes are addicting. almost all watched. Ahahaha i laugh at those who haven't seen them. this means you JJ (Comment on this)